April 9, 5:17 p.m. – lunch 1 PB & J pancake sandwich, 24 raisins, 1 hot dog, 2 slices of bread. No drink.
Being on lockdown means we only get to shower every other day. They limit the shower time to 15 minutes, but more often than not we get about five.
There is no word for how or what this loneliness feels like. Most of you now know a touch of how that feels. Think if you had five, ten, fifty years worth of this loneliness, the alone together feeling.