It seems like yesterday
When my life first turned upside down,
because I’m stuck in a timezone
like a circus clown…
Thick with makeup
that never ages
and showing a smiling face,
but deep down suffering
with hidden sorrow
and a sad lonely face…
Because one must not wear
his weakness,
gotta hold strong
and swallow your own bitterness…
And a life no more
I understand,
I was forced to abandon my own future
with these two hands…
If I could go back in time,|
what would I change?
the way I treated my family
and save my homie
from dying at a young age
or living out their lives
instead of in a cage…