I’m so tired
Things just never change
I’ve been breathing
Hate and sorrow
Joy that disappears
And so so many
Inadequate things
For too long now
I’ve been stuck
Trying to make the best
Behind these walls
Of oppression
Of relentlessness
That hold me right here
Unable to feel
What others do
I’m just broke
And I see no way
For any of this
To matter
At all anymore
And so so many
Completely lost things
Just slip away
So I’m tired
So tired of trying
Is it so wrong
To just give up
Even after all
The joy disappears
No one needs me but
I’ll be right here
Waiting
